This won’t be a popular opinion, but I have had friends who won’t take no for an answer. And friends who have wanted to mother me. I don’t like it. And I won’t accommodate it.
I dislike the feeling of saying no twice. I dislike any tactics that take up more time, such as distracting the person with “I just need a break”, and having to spend an afternoon with someone, not because we want to spend time together but in the hopes that I will satisfy her need to control my life.
It is very “mother like” isn’t it? To not trust someone to pack the way they think is right and to put things in the right place?
It could be the relationship I had with my mother who would criticize everything I did. That dresser is ugly, why did you paint this colour, isn’t that picture frame cheap, always followed with let me do it, let me be there, let me decide.
Why does this woman feel she “just might have to come and help anyway?”.
I can’t imagine asking one “would you like me to help you cut the cake?” And upon hearing no, just saying as I grab the knife and push her away with my hip, well “I will just have to anyway. It doesn’t after to me that this is your event. Your home. I’ll just do this anyway. I must”
It’s intrusive. It’s soft intimidation. It’s “I will only feel right if you do what I say.” “If you don’t let me you’re hurting me and that’s on you.” Or, “If you don’t everyone will see how you’re treating me.”
We have a right to our homes. I will indulge egos and sensitivities at work and in the grocery store, and anywhere else. I don’t care if people are rude and butt in line, or put their items in the wrong part of the belt, or count change, it’s not worth the fight.
I understand people at work need to be heard, and they need to do things their way and I try my best to work with them in the way they want, and listen to their stories and massage their egos so we can all accomplish the task.
But in my home, that’s where I get to be me. I get to express myself. I have paper books on shelves instead of everything on my iPad, despite what people think. I have artwork I like placed where I like. I’ve painted the walls the colours I’ve wanted, and bought the furniture I like.
I don’t want someone else coming in and packing up my things and telling me what should go where and how to do this and that.
I’ll take that anywhere but my home. And if someone hears me say, no thank you, more than once and tells me they will have to anyway, they will never be invited into my space again.
They clearly think it’s wrong. And they maybe right. But I reserve the right to come to that conclusion in my own time or not.
So this particular, mothering, condescending, controlling behaviour. I just wouldn’t tolerate. And I haven’t. I have lost good friends over this. And I’m ok with that.